How can you just completely abandon someone with a problem that you helped create, even after promising up and down that you’d be here for everything for all times and  then start making demands like you’ve always been in the picture? What do you think you deserve? What do you think I owe you? How has your life changed in any way? What sacrifices are you making? What are you scared of?

Oh, not to mention no one’s been laughing in your face and ridiculing you because you were abandonded while pregnant.And now dealing with body issues after being pregnant, while you’re out on dates with every fucking girl and their sister, but oh yeah, you care. You. Fucking. Care.

I’d love for these people to tell me what they would have liked me to have done to make him stay. Trust me, I would have loved to have not been alone in this too.

I’m getting really worn down. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore, I’m tired, I’m scared and I’m alone.